When I was in class 10th I passed through a very difficult situations in my life , my family and
I got break inside because of my brother‘s dead .he was died from blood cancer. He died at
age of 11 yrs. his unexpected death gave many painful memories and create such hazardous
situation in our family. My mom suffers a lot , I had only one brother whom I had lost and
she had one son whom she had lost. First time in ma life I had seen someone had died and oh
god I had seen my bro s death. I was frightened, breathless and feel like there is no blood runs
in my nerves and the fear of losing him and his absence makes me feel like m dying and
there is no way of hope who give the reason to survive in the world. The peoples were
around me was like nobody, I was blaming god for his death and asking questions to god
again n again y he did that? why he had chosen my bro to get back from earth instead of me
? y he made such situations and was cried. mom n dad were also crying, my bro was very
honest , sweet and humble. He was the one whom I love d most. He loves all of us. even I
fought with him but he never. He was my elder brother still he cares me protects me as such
as older brother . I always miss him now he was no more. I request god when I would get
chance to meet god that please give back my brother to next birth. why god do such wrong
with us why he called back the honest and good, lovable peoples to him? why he was not
cared about my and ma mom n my family s feelings ? My mom trust on god blindly. she
never ever thought that god may give her such sorrow or painful life. my grand-father n
mother were alive but the eldest son of the family had died. It was unbelievable, but it was
said no one can win against the decision of god. We all have to accept the god’s will but I get
a lesson of life. I know that god is omnipotent, omnipresent, omniscient. God is everywhere,
without god our life is not exist in this world. We all know that god is the creator, developer
and destroyer of the world and he can do anything, but sometimes we are not agree to accept
the god s will. it was said that if god closes one door then he will open the second door as
well. 6 years later god gave a surprise to us. Now I have my little brother he is 4 years old,
now in mine age and his age there are too much gap but a bonding of brother-sister also
present. He makes me feel proud, and my bro get back to me whom I had lost, I consider
myself lucky to have him, finally god send him as a new baby to us. He proved that a true
soul can win the god’s heart as my mom worshiped god too much and god finally blessed her
to give the unexpected happy to her life and mine also. We are again complete as a family as
we were. A brother sister relation is the sweet and innocent relation among all relations. A
sister and brother’s bonding is the strongest bonding. I love my brother so much. I can’t leave
without him. He is the most precious gift for me from god. Now I care for him so much. As I
got it from miles of difficulties but finally god makes us happy. My mom said that always do
good to others and help others and respect others because at end of the life money body not
go with us only the good works and blessing are remained with us. So I got that if we truly
follow the path of truth and if our soul is good enough then nothing is impossible to get. If u
faith in god and believe on god from the bottom of your heart god will listen you and helps
you and also shows the right path to achieve the goal of life.
I remember one more experience of life that give me a lesson of mankind, humanity and
much more to exist in the world.
I was not sure whether I was in the planet earth or some in the underworld or somewhere
struck in Chaos. But I was sure that I was alive. Live healthy as an apple. The world around
me was extraordinary busy and sometimes pretend to be very conservative. I recall one day
when I stood aside my classroom, beside my table, near the window. I heard numerable
indistinguishable voices that weren’t faint. About half a second passed and I heard somebody
calling me and I turned away to see who it was. But still the world seemed to be as busy as it
used and I wasn’t even a matter-of-fact.
Again a second ticked, I heard the same voice calling and then did I discover that it wasn’t
from my class, but from my window. There stood a lady, almost to be a senior citizen about
fifty to sixty years old, seeing me through my brown-shaded iris. She was a lady working in
the labour department, who maintain the school and keep it clean. But to my surprise there
wasn’t a single student who had noticed this poor old lady.
I do not to make her wait, I quickly held out my hand and without saying a word, I got the
bottle and benevolently told her that I would fetch her water as soon as possible. And the
gratitude I received in return was priceless. The contentment her happiness gave was
indescribable .And with all my might, I fetched water with a happy heart and gave her the
bottle. She told a ‘thanks’ with a broad smile on her face. I told her that I am there for her
always to help and she could approach me if she wants a hand. Then, with the everlasting
smile she turned back to work. Little did I realize that there were thousands of such men and
women working in our school we didn’t care to see and they were so lovable that they could
make a heaven out of a hell? Aren’t we mature enough to see what’s happening around us? I
guess not. We are all so blinded and self-obsessed to even look around to what’s happening.
With my anticipation I expect one-out-of-the-thousand’s heart is so-what-I-really-meant.
And what I mean is let it me the most poorest or the diseased or the richest or healthiest,
make sure you respect whose around you and what in return you get might be valued more
than the Kohinoor diamond! She blessed me and I feel very good.
The peoples are selfish and mean. They do not think about others feelings but we should
learn to do good others. we have to know the truth of life and it will lead to the self-
realisation . the tests of life are its plus factors. The plus factor is sometimes more readily
seen by the simple minded. We should not embarrass the disabled. On the other hand, we
should not be considerate and sympathetic to them. We should develop a fresh perspective
towards life. we do so, we can see the beauty of the universe in the midst of pains and
sufferings. The spring of hope makes recovery possible. It brings peace in the midst of pain
and distress. The forces of destruction are psychological. Life force regenerates hope and
joy. Destructive elements destroy others and themselves. Forget gloom and doom and seek
out positivity and happiness. life is too short and there is not enough time to do all the things
we want to. We tend to compare with others and get upset when they seem to be doing well-
dismissing their achievement as pure luck or think that they have support, help, approach that
god is being too kind to them and not to us. And so we give up. Only if we are willing to
spend time, put in painstaking effort and have faith, can we get results. If we don’t accept this
difficult but true fact of life, our lives will be far from being happy and fulfilling. We should
develop a fresh perspective towards life. If we do so ,we can see the beauty of the universe in
the midst of pains and sufferings .the spring of hope makes recovery possible. It brings peace
in the midst of pain and distress. Life force regenerates hope and joy.
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